Suffering... for another loss.... Mat, Bobby, Katy,

2011-01-11T22:25:00.000-08:00

Boy is isn't it a lot of work to stay mentally aware of your gifts in troubled times. The Gas Company came to shut off my Gas and I was confused that he was not the Fed Ex with the money from Fiat. The Dali Llama wants us to be happy, It takes hard work as we have had discussions about how happiness may be the cessation of suffering or as Llama Marut puts it "this is Samsara! What did you expect?" The work must be done as the spiritual drives the motivation of the mind to move forward or collapse entirely. I just heard an acquaintance of mine died at 27 overdosing on drugs, true, serious suffering surrounds us and we can have a couple of good years even but to allow a concession of my soul, I will not. I will do my best to perceive positive no matter what and work till I get to the other side. Because there is and I have been there. One of the greatest things I have ever heard after a true friend had listened seemingly forever to all my many explanations of my anxieties that simply no one could understand was " But there is hope? Right?" (Jesse)

Yes . There is hope, which is faith and I am grateful I have it somewhere. I am finding it again daily.

Thank you for reminding me of gratitude for the simple things; food, fireplace blazing, employment, real people, like you.

Thank you

Brian

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Suffering... for another loss.... Mat, Bobby, Katy,